I can't say goodbye. I can't make you stay cuz i'll make you suffer. I can't be selfish, but I can't also give you what you deserve because the wall is too high. Sometimes I wonder if it's better if I just.. let you go. But then I realize that I don't know if it i'll really help you or if I'll just hurt you even more. You can't become empty. Just like me. There's nothing to make me fight, but when I look at you I know that I have to do it. To protect you from the voices.. The voices.  They scream. I try to calm them down with all the hope I could find. They eat everything. After that all I can hear it's a gentle whisper. "They are finally gone" I think. But I'm hopeless now. Dead inside. You give me it all back. Love. My smile. My hope. My thoughts. My heart. That's when they steal everything again, screaming so loud that I can't hear nobody else. It's just.. Noise. But not your voice. Your voice is the only, the ONLY thing that I can actually hear. Your voice is stronger than their screams. And I fight for you, not for them. I have faith again, but they don't care if I did it for you or to calm them down, and then they eat everything once again, screaming louder. That's when I know that I'm too weak. To love you.